I'm confused now. I can't be a normal person, like family, studies, friends, bread and butter in the morning, car washing on Saturdays, the fucking big car... Sometimes I'm very crazy, or I do bad things. Sometimes I don't know what to do, what is the correct thing or what is the wrong thing. I have many doubts about the life. I'm very perturbed... really. But I have to live the life... I don't know. Fuck.
